20. April 2022

I am on an emotional journey these days. After three years not seeing my country and all these changes in between, I am in an emotional turmoil, a storm that comes over me. It's very hard to describe how it feels like to be back to Scotland. I missed it with every heartbeat and finally restrictions are lifted and I have it easier than ever to travel. Nevertheless, I see my country after Brexit, after covid times and people who are not sure where they are now and what kind of future they want...

18. May 2020

Some days I think we all lie in a glass coffin. We are already dead, or better our personal data, our real human identity, everything what makes us special and lovely, everything of that is dead, but visible. Individuality gets lost these days, free spirits, free thinking, own research and views. All that is often enough banned from pages, from communities, groups and even in friendships it‘s not welcome. We make ourselves transparent in filling out forms, leaving adresses, names and...

30. April 2020

Fertility. Love. Growth. Friendship. Where is it all gone? I never felt such a black Beltane day. Not even in times of big heartbreak or loneliness. I feel the earth dying, the mother goddess turning in her bed. A dry bed, a bed of destruction, not of love and birth giving, nurturing energies. Her power is gone. Humans rule over her with violence and ignorance too. They forgot that she is the one they need to live. They forgot to honour and serve. To treat the earth like their habitat. They...