Posts tagged with "heartbreak"



20. April 2022
I am on an emotional journey these days. After three years not seeing my country and all these changes in between, I am in an emotional turmoil, a storm that comes over me. It's very hard to describe how it feels like to be back to Scotland. I missed it with every heartbeat and finally restrictions are lifted and I have it easier than ever to travel. Nevertheless, I see my country after Brexit, after covid times and people who are not sure where they are now and what kind of future they want...
feelings · 06. August 2021
I craved for an espresso in the most Northern point of my country. I am between all worlds, I am between all countries. I still carry the Southern lifestyle in me. So manifested, so much surprise about myself. I thought through travelling, I would find the answers. I am coming closer to me and all that what happened. Yes, for a part I know. I am Italian. It doesn't matter if it's in my genes or not. I am northern too. I carry not only the desire for a good pasta with my beloved herbs or the...
writing · 21. February 2021
A new year with lots of question marks. If we go in circles or we just have one new start after the other? I can't answer this. Life goes on and flowers blossoming, new life has to be celebrated, Juno appears in my thoughts. A goddess of love and light, motherhood and protection. Mother of Rome, warrior and wife of Jupiter. I dedicate this year to her, whatever comes. One year ago I decided to publish a book and collect most of my poetry of 2019 from the notes on my phone. It's quite a lot of...
23. June 2020
I remember. Your fascination for me. Church walls, full of people. You couldn‘t even concentrate. Starring at me until I had to leave. I remember. This Sunday morning at 4 am. Me, the lack crow in the coat. Stockings and overknees. The black hoodie in my face. The drawings in front of these church walls. Me, creeping away. I remember. One of these rainy winter evenings. I walked across your holy house. Tears in the rain. All these questions on my mind. I have searched for you. I remember you....
19. April 2020
I would like to know where you are. What you eat. How you love. After love. If your hunger is still so big. If your passion is still the same. If your are dishonest. Still. I have forgiven you for long time. Forgotten sometimes but you never really disappeared from the core of my heart. Wherever I was, lived, loved, did. This crisis made me thoughtful, connected to people I loved, people I will always remember. I am aware that all this will never come back. These times are over, final like the...