02. February 2023

"I like being an island", a quote I recently heard from Wednesday Addams, the beautiful new series from the master Tim Burton. She inspired me a lot and let me feel my gothic soul but also my distance from others. A distance I will never really shorten. Recently I lost my real home. I lost everything. This is how it feels like and I stranded without anything on an island. It was a choice, no coincidence but maybe fate again. I never understood fate really. It let me find my home in a country...

16. November 2020

It's only in the breath, the coming and going. Back and Forward. Life is a cycle and a field with many ways and crossings. There is no judgement, expectations or result to walk these ways, to change ways, to arrive somewhere. To stay or go. Everything runs and floats with your thoughts and feelings. When something feels not right, we leave. When something seems to be a good possibility but ends up in a bad situation you have the possibility to leave. Every way has a worth, a meaning, a new...

feelings · 24. August 2020

The break was long here, I see. Sometimes everything changes in a radical way or in a quick way or in a planned way. This year is an unpredictable year. Something to survive with positivity and good changes. It healed my wounds, it taught me a lot and left me space to think. Fears are left behind me, everything is in a flow. I know these critical voices are there - inside and outside. But I don't listen anymore. It's time to set me free. Time to fly away. Silentely. This year has changed me....