feelings

feelings · 18. December 2021

Do you see the ghostly tracks in the ground? The light the dark has found That not unlovely all-caressing grace Nerina Pallot The quiet time begins. With the Winter Solstice and Christmas we reach the darkest point in the year. The shortest day and the longest night. A time where people usually get busy and exhausted, excited and tired in the same way. Many preparations, many things to do for celebrations and meetings. It should be a quiet time, a time for self care and retreat. Most of us do...

feelings · 06. August 2021

I craved for an espresso in the most Northern point of my country. I am between all worlds, I am between all countries. I still carry the Southern lifestyle in me. So manifested, so much surprise about myself. I thought through travelling, I would find the answers. I am coming closer to me and all that what happened. Yes, for a part I know. I am Italian. It doesn't matter if it's in my genes or not. I am northern too. I carry not only the desire for a good pasta with my beloved herbs or the...

feelings · 06. June 2021

After all months living in survival mode I am empty, burnt out, left alone. My only hope died, my light has left me. Repeated circles and fights for the wrong things and the wrong people. They all let me stop any activity, any passion, any love and anything what was planned. I feel betrayed, lied to, used and once again empty. Most of the people I write about are not even worth a line. Not even worth a thought. I have loved the wrong ones, my whole life. Even then, as I lost any belief in love....

feelings · 17. March 2021

....are the colours I would describe the last day. I have my own concept now to give my days colours, mottos, a symbol, questions and answers and a symbol that helps me with achievements. As a writer I know about my own misuse, when I wrap every thought in words, bringing it into a poem that is maybe too personal or the expression is too direct. Many of us use poetry directly to express their feelings. Most common poetry is still about love, romance and heartbreak. People love to write and read...

feelings · 24. August 2020

The break was long here, I see. Sometimes everything changes in a radical way or in a quick way or in a planned way. This year is an unpredictable year. Something to survive with positivity and good changes. It healed my wounds, it taught me a lot and left me space to think. Fears are left behind me, everything is in a flow. I know these critical voices are there - inside and outside. But I don't listen anymore. It's time to set me free. Time to fly away. Silentely. This year has changed me....