The break was long here, I see. Sometimes everything changes in a radical way or in a quick way or in a planned way. This year is an unpredictable year. Something to survive with positivity and good changes.

It healed my wounds, it taught me a lot and left me space to think. Fears are left behind me, everything is in a flow. I know these critical voices are there - inside and outside. But I don't listen anymore. It's time to set me free. Time to fly away. Silentely.

This year has changed me. Like 19 and all the other years. I asked for help. I got it. I see everything what was good as well as the bad things. I add them to a puzzle of my life, I embrace and accept everything. I've learned from the past, I've learned to go my own ways. Not listenening to others. Accepting the chances, not the failures.

It brought me closer to me and what I want. If I fall, I fall. But when I fly, I will fly and be happy. Chapters are written, I can't erase the words, I can't make it all undone. It's now time to make the cut, the chance to start that what I really want.

I lived not in the truth. I lived in expectations and dreams of others and a world I created not for me. Shaking this all off is a learning process, also a healing process. The world is full of fears, full of manipulation. That all pushes us away from our own path.

Listen to yourself. See what you really want. Encourage yourself. Don't listen to others

and you will find it.